Lately, I have been thinking of a bunch of things. The usual bills and normal everyday issues comes to mind, but one of those issues or thoughts, comes to me way too often.

For a number of years now, I have been challenging myself – trying to figure out what to do. I feel like I can do more, and I want to do more…but I don’t know what to do. I have a wonderful family, very caring relatives, and a decent career. However I feel that one piece is missing, and I have no idea what it could be.

Could it be a job, or could it be a “calling” to do something more? I dunno

I was thinking about joining the armed forces since I’m under the acceptable age bracket, but as my wife pointed out, I will be missing a bunch of things. So I dunno if that would be right for me anymore.

I could try joining some other “places”, but I honestly feel I am too unknowledgeable in those areas.

So in the end – I dunno what to do. I guess this thought or dream of mine will be something of a fantasy unless I can figure out what this could be…